Vacillating between equanimity and anxiety
The title says it all. Some moments I'm at peace, and some moments I'm not. I can flip pretty quickly between certainty and doubt.
This is a good thing. If I stayed in equanimity all the time, I'd never be motivated to change anything. Why change the world when you're at peace with it, when you're loving what is constantly? If I stayed in certainty I'd get stuck in dogma sooner or later.
Yet, perpetual anxiety isn't a productive state (...)
